Good Girls Ain't No Fun Boxed Set (The SIX romance and urban fiction volumes of the LOVE, SEX, LIES series) by Jessica Watkins

Author:Jessica Watkins [Watkins, Jessica]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Femistry Press
Published: 2014-03-12T22:00:00+00:00

Seventeen

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

LYRIC

I woke up with the same sickening feeling in my body that I had when I fell asleep the night before.

Last night, and even all day as I sat at work, I checked my phone over and over again to see if James called or text messaged me.

There was never a notification that he had done so. He was seriously giving me space because of this, and I could not believe it.

I constantly imagined him with Raven. I imagined them together having sex and him falling for her the same way that he fell for me. The image made me want to punch a wall.

“Hey, Nicky!”

It was Phoenix. I called her to RSVP for a private swinger’s party that she was throwing the next day to celebrate her fiancé’s birthday. Though it was on a Thursday, I needed the break to take my mind off of things.

“Hi, Phoenix. How are you, hun?”

“I’m fine, but you sound a mess.”

On my desk was a mirror that I stared aimlessly into as I spoke to her. I looked a mess, too. James’ absence had taken all energy from me. I cried every fifteen minutes. I felt like much of my life’s excitement left with him. I wanted my baby back so bad that it was embarrassing.

“I’m a little tired,” I told Phoenix. “I was just calling to RSVP for the party.”

“I’ll put you and James down.”

“I don’t think James is coming.”

“Why not?!”

Instantly, tears came to my eyes. I tried my best not to let my tears be heard in my voice. “I really don’t want to talk about it.”

“What happened, honey? You can talk to me.”

Initially, I was hesitant. Then I thought who else better to talk about my issue with than someone who knows this lifestyle better than I do.

“Well, James and I are having a bit of a separation. We have some issues dealing with certain things that he wants that I don’t agree with in this relationship.”

“Is it lifestyle issues?”

“Yes,” I answered reluctantly. “James is new to the lifestyle. I introduced him to it because he seemed to be a lifestyle person without knowing it. He enjoys sex with multiple women and was never able to keep a relationship because of that. He has been really happy being with me because he realizes that he can have both: a loving relationship and satisfaction of his sexual appetite. But, I guess I didn’t satisfy it completely.”

“Meaning?”

“In a nutshell, James wants to date more than one woman, and I am just not down for it. I have my limits. Sex, I can deal with. Those women come and go about their merry little ways. There is no need to have a bond with them. But now, he wants to have an interest with who he’s playing with and form some type of a relationship with her so that he can be comfortable. I feel like that is going too far. If you have a relationship and interest beyond sex

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